Campaign Story

My name is Lakeasha Brown and I have decided to ask for help in me and my husbands long 4 year journey of trying to have our first child together. We have had one loss together and I have had 3 previously before me and him knew each other. All my life I wanted to be a mom and it wasn’t until loosing my first at 14 weeks that I knew I really wanted to be a mom more than anything in this world. I understood why I lose two time’s after my first because I was in a really abusive marriage with my ex husband and God didn’t want me to have children with him so I made peace with that. It has been a long 12 years of having to suppress the feelings and desires of motherhood. I was recently diagnosed with Pcos (insulin resistance) and that has been something hard dealing with knowing my body isn’t working the way it should. I have eggs I just don’t ovulate them. We did try some fertility treatments like unassisted fertility and just before we were going to try IVF I lost my Insurance. I really wish I would have just went straight for it instead of trying the other way I guess I was just still in denial about everything. Well I found CYN fertility and they offer IVF at the lowest price I have ever seen but it’s still super expensive and no guarantee but I’m willing to try at least once that’s why I’m not asking for a lot I just want to try because I wish I would have tried before. If you took the time to read this thank you I guess part of my needed to write this and cry so I can just release these feelings I have been holding. I just want to hold my rainbow.